My heart remains shattered

My heart remains shattered glass constantly drawing blood from my soul. I have lost the love of my life my soul mate. I pray for miracles daily to bring her back into my life so that I can treat her right and take care of her. I was told I loved her too much-is that possible? Could Jesus have loved us too much? My life is empty without her. I worry for her every second of the day and I miss her in ways I had not thought I would. My best friend my lover and my soul mate. I pray St. Jude, Padre Pio, and our Virgin Mother intercede on my behalf and return her to my love. Amen